.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 11:42 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i didnt want to say this before.
but now,
since my mum said it out really,
i really feel like saying it out.
why can't you be considerate to us?why must you always do this to us?why can't you have self control and control yourself?mummy is suffering all because of you.she was going to be off the burdens soonand here you are making mummy worse than before.do you have brains or sth?how can one be so stupid?yi cuo zai cuo.bu zhi hui gai.fu*ck you.ni zhe zhong ren wei shen me bu zao yi dian si dao?you do as no good AT ALL.and only causes us to worry and live in panic and fears.what kind of family are you to us?i actually thought of why doesnt this person die earlier
and we would live without fearing of all these already.
i thought i was very bad hence i erased that thought of mine.
but since she said it to me before,
hence i find it not as gulity as before already.
and of course,
there will still be some gulityness in me
but this person is really irritating and... and...
i dunno what word to use.
just one last word for that person.
"could you please stop it and be better to mummy.
be considerate.
if you cant,
then just fu*ck off or go and die."
