.Thursday, September 3, 2009 ' 7:51 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
am i being too greedy?
in all terms.
am i?
i feel lyk i am.
maybe i should not think too much about my health issues.
maybe i should just stop whining about how scared i am about my health issues to my friends, they might get irritated by me.
maybe i should understand the situation better before doing any reaction.
maybe i should understand how you feel before saying sth that may hurt you or cause irritation to you.
maybe i should stop talking to you for awhile until my mood is more stable and less sensitive.
maybe i should just stop complaining about our problem to my friend, they may get irritated.
maybe i should just not think about our problems alr.
i always tells myself that i should not be so greedy.
shuld always do what i wanted to do as listed above.
but.
i cant seem to follow what my mind says.
my body kind of only react to what my heart says.
what should i do?
now thinking again what had caused all these problems, stress and worries on me,
i think it is all one sided.
the other party did not say anything about all these.
but for my sensitive character,
i cant help but just to think of all these possibilities.
i cant seem to control whatever should be controlled
and also whatever should not be controlled...
